Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Sometimes, I really don't know what else I can do anymore. Everytime we quarrel, you'll use our education level to compare. I really don't understand why. I did not look down on people coming from ITE, neither did I look down on you. So why? Why did you say that I looked down on you? Honestly, I really don't like it when I'm trying to say something and you just keep blabbering on like nobody's business. At least give me an opportunity to voice out? Everytime I want to tell you honestly how I feel, you deprive me of the chance.
I really want our relationship to work out. You promised me you'll try your best to understand my situation and give in to me while im studying. Now? It's only the second week and you're already stressing me out. You know, you are actually like a big percentage of the source of stress that I receive? Everytime I get a piece of work/homework, my first thought would be "would I be able to finish this before friday or saturday latest so that I can go out with you on the weekends?" The reason I give myself stress is because you give me stress too. "Today got homework not? How many homework? You better finish it today"
You told me that you love me, should I even believe that? If you loved me, why do you still treat me this way? Honestly, I don't know. Would somebody enlighten me? You purposely make me stay up late just to quarrel with me and torture me, regardless of what I have the next day, You make me cry frequently, You make ridiculous mind ''games'' that you want to TORTURE me with, You spread untrue things about me, and god knows how many more things. Is this what love is?
What are words if you dont mean them when you say them?
What are words if they're only for good times then they don't?
When it's love you say them out loud those words, they never go away.
They live on, even when we're gone.
1:31:00 AM
Cheryl