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Cheryl
17June1995
Singapore Polytechnic
Dip in Visual Communication & Media Design
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HOKAY. today is like dam epic can! LOLOL! Went to school like at 7am+ this morning to meet soohwa and leeboon at outside general office haha :D
Lesson time was okay lahh, talked quite abit and epic things happened trololol!
we were writing notes to each other, three of us, when they wanted me to draw something on th paper. I drew it, and when i wanted to lift up the paper to pass to them, i realised the paper was stuck to the table at the part i drew. Slowly and carefully, i 'peeled' off the paper and this is what i saw :

so cute right!!! :D hehehehehe! so epic lahh! then we end up sneaking my ipod to take a pic of this XD
anyway, then leeboon needed a skirt to get into ms chua's class, so we were like looking around to see who is wearing a skirt. Asked from Amelia, she gave a solemn, serious, blur and puzzled look, and took off her skirt. LOL so cute can!!!
hmm but anyway after that realised ms chua allowed half uniform (with skirt), had me and soohwa worried for the whole morning can! D:
hahahas, anyway after that went to accompany soohwa to dnt for awhile before i left at 1pm to get home in time to read the camp proposal.
Bought eskimo on the way home haha <3
hokay i know this is an uber boring post LOLOL. tomorrow maybe going to meet cheeyong and the camp committee ~.~ hope it goes well? LOL.
good luck for myself for the upcoming chinese o'levels on monday. I did well for this mock test, i must do even better for the o'level on monday, i must. (:

#please don't make me fall for you..

oh no! so many days nvr post already trololol. kind of lazy lah wlao, got alot of events but lazy to blog about it cos got pictures too )): hmmmmmmkay, -reserves post- next time i update kay? :D

hohoho! went shopping with family today hehehe! :D

Had an absolutely fabulous day after school (and meeting) yesterday with sinkin! :D
After lunch in school we went off to finish off the jelly that was supposed to be given to weslie:\



Ah, but anyway. Then we walked around the three malls looking at SGs! :P
hahaha, so bad siaa. had a craving for J.CO and went there, ate frozen yogurt while sk ate donuts :>



 then after that went to walk around again before we had a craving for chocolate and ate the.. aiy, idk what is it called. ><''

I don't know why but.. after you broke up with me, everything has become so meaningless and colourless. Nobody to talk to, nobody to laugh with, nobody to share my troubles and joy with...
Even after how you treat me, I don't know why but i actually still do miss you. haiy.. I keep thinking of day1 when we met, all the way until before we broke up. You have been really sweet to me.. I guess ... I also have some fault for causing this relationship to be in this state now.. haiy. ): I should've treated you better.. Regrets.

Yeah, you obviously broke up with me 'cause of her, and you push all the blame to me? You ditch people 'cause they're too flirt, you mean you yourself not a flirt meh? PLEASE LAH.
I don't know why am i stupid enough to cry over you, cry until my eyes swollen and sore. End up with a puffy and tired pair of eyes during MCQ paper. -.-'' Screw you.
Anyway, today went out with Sinkin, Menglin, Soohwa, Peifann, Winson and Yushan! Thanks darls for cheering me up and dedicating those really sweet songs to me <3
(btw, i loved it when you guys pat me on my head<3 ) hehehe.
Love you guys! You're right. I can find better guys than him. I should get over this soon and concentrate on my studies already. HAI!
Put all the energy, hatred and stuffs into energy for studying and chiong ah! <3

People say the opposite of love is hate. Yeah i totally agree with that. I loved you so much and yet you disappoint me and hurt me like this. Like as if two-timing me isn't bad enough, you still had to break up with me and worse, push all the blame to me? Please just grow up. FYI, asshole, that girl is really a slut, lets wait and see you get hurt. You'll know how good i was to you.

Anyway dun say so sad de things already lah. Today weather veh hot hor? ._.'' haiy. Kinda wish it would snow in singapore omg -.-'' hahaha. okay i shall end here now bahh, nothing much to post about also, dw so emo :P

P.S those anonymous people better write name or i'll ban u from the cbox. so annoying can wlao. -.-

oh WOW. 

WOOH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY! :D
mmkay, anyway, had a very delicious and enjoyable dinner at a restaurant tonight^^ 
Wah, really missed my nephews luh, so cute sia they all. tsk i know i sound dam old can! ):
anyway, really enjoyable hahaha. ate so much tonight! (oh no, fatfat much!) 
mm, today he didnt msg me much, he was having headache.. aiy, though i miss him but i should be a good girlfriend, be considerate and let him rest for the day till he's well enough...
(then again, i had diarrhoea the whole morning, 5-6 times run toilet and yet noone cared...) ugh.
i dont know laah. forget it.


had fun in the late afternoon from 3-6pm with sinkin and peifann! :D hahaha. so peifann, you just gave your 'first time' to us eh? :P (for those sickos thinking wrong, its only her first time going to karaoke) hahaha. 


mmkay been a long day i should go rest.. soon.. i dont know laah. ):

hahahaha! something really epic happened that i felt so strongly that i have to blog about it immediately!!
As all of you know, its been REALLY hot nowadays, the weather is practically insane. 
So i was feel dam hot and i went to the kitchen to get my meiji strawberry milk (<3!) and saw my dad getting his HL vanilla milk. 
Then he mumbled something and opened the freezer door. i was like o.o''
Then he went to enjoy the cool wind from the freezer on his face.
So i was like, " I WANNA TRY!! "
then end up both of us stood there staring and chicken and fish in the freezer, turning our heads side to side. LOLOL.
Its dam epic, cute and fun! XDD 
Plus its really cooling too XD
okay so lame and random and short post. ahahahaha. <3

sigh, i don't know why but I'm kinda losing faith in this relationship.. not immediately or rapidly.. but just slowly... as time passes and things happen.
You said you trust me fully, but I believe they're just words from your mouth. Why? 'Cause your actions tells me the opposite. 
You can even tell me " I just talked to ______ and i feel better now! ^^ " 
How did you expect me to react to that? Smile and be happy that another girl is able to cheer you up, calm you down, comfort you while I, as your girlfriend, can't do that?
You say I'm INSENSITIVE to your feelings, but what about you? Even though I'm like talking to everyone, having a lot of friends, at least I don't flirt around.
You have girls openly posting cute little things on your facebook wall and you still malign me? 
sigh, grow up boy. 


Yeah you'll probably be reading this with a black face but I don't care. Its my blog and I have my rights to post whatever I want. If you're gonna sulk, put on a black face and confront me after reading this, then all I have to say is, you're too immature.


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hokay anyway today was 'great' !
yeah 'totally'. Having 3 papers in a day is definitely too much for any student to take. ugh.
Its totally madness, even yu shan says so! D:
mmkay anyway, screwed up my POA paper 1, I just kept leaving blanks, anyhow do and stuffs like that. Paper 2 was okay. Well, now trying to chiong as much of my portfolio as possible, hopefully to at least even PASS my midyear for animation. ugh ): I'm tired of the VR on every sheet of result slip, but now I'm really scared of the ugly D7/E8 (I forgot which, 40/100) on my result slip for mid year! I'll just die. LOL.


Anyway, back to chiong-ing ((: Love you guys, whoever is reading this ^^

WOOH! decided to start studying again! After the horrible experience of not knowing how to do 40% of the paper and leaving about 30% of it BLANK, I learnt my lesson. Gonna start studying for the rest of my papers.. especially physics and hopefully pull up my science marks ><'' so scary can, i sat there... Ms Goh walking past every now and then.. bet she knows I don't know how to do.. D: ahhh. mm kay i shall follow these "time-tables" on post-its ! :D


heeheeheeee! :D

I believe what's important in a relationship is trust, isn't it?
I mean, without trust, it just can't go on. With one always doubting always suspecting the other of cheating on him/her, suspecting the other of whatever stuffs... it just creates conflict and a reason to quarrel and fight.


I trusted you so much, so why couldn't you just trust me? You have tons of female friends always talking to you, messaging you and posting on your wall.. You have tons of female friends that accompany you to play your favourite kind of games which I am not interested in... All i did was just ask you about them and i believe whatever you tell me...


What about you? All i did was blog about the past, blog about how much i miss my dear friends and you kick up a big fuss. I need my space, I need my freedom, I need your trust in me. Can you please understand that I have to have my own personal space, have my time alone? I don't mind messaging you all day long, but please, don't kick up such a big fuss over every little thing can? You get jealous of my girl friends, you get jealous of me going out with the choir people, you get jealous over ME STUDYING, you even get jealous of my PAST. ugh. Its not like I neglect you all day long or something. Just please, trust me and give me some personal space...

First of all I wanna wish all the mothers in the world (esp my mummy & grandma) a big big

Happy Mothers' Day!!


My mom gave birth to me on 17june1995 after 9 months of having me in her tummy :>
My grandma took really good care of me since i was born, when my mom has to go out to work..


ahh i love them :>




hmm kay back to my life. today was... ah i dont know how to describe today.
woke up and realised that SOMEBODY is hogging the computer as usual, and i was so determined to wake up and do my animation portfolio and some studying.  annoying much. anyway, then i went inside my room to draw and wait for her to FINALLY realise that i need the com. anyway as you can see, i got the com so late and there isn't much time left for me to do anything already. hah. whatever lah. then she's acting like a tyrant screaming the f-word in every sentence she says. lul. yeahh i suppose i should believe melment when he said that she's gonna be single all her life. maybe become an old maid or something? hah. aiy, whatever lah. dont wanna waste my time blogging too much about her. -.- she really needs to realise that she is not the queen/princess. lul.


ah. these are few things that i drew just now :>


 piggie :D
 random!
even more random! :D


mmkay i shall end my post here nao!


2 songs to dedicate to my mom (:
                           世上只有妈妈好

heeheehee! today not bad laaah. x) 


got cut queued during recess today @ noodle stall though. ): 
what the hell lah, dont know how queue up properly is it. In this school for 5 years liao so what, still need respect people right. Cut queue liao nvm, still can shout here shout there, say other people cut queue? You fucking no brain or no brain. -.-''


ughhh. cheryl. chill. kay done. (:


hahaha went out to meet menglin, wanted to study at the library today but turns out its been chosen as a polling station and its closed from 12pm onwards. omigosh. ): then we ended up walking around bedok central, and walk dao bedok point. O: tsktsk, slack too much le. we shop from basement to top floor siaaa. >< epic much. mmkay, found a new discovery though, there's actually a kbox at bedok point! didn't explore too much with daddy and family that time, so yeahh, didn't know much about it >< heeheehee! next time can go there already! woooh :D


Yeah today was quite sien laah actually. wooh. now im wearing a nightdress thats filled with bearbears. i look like a little girl nao :B yay me :D kay i shall end here. hahahahaha




P.S please don't tag yourself using weird names or be anonymous please. )): just write your name laah, whoever that is. zz

Yeah. I Miss You Guys.

I miss how we used to talk on msn everyday. I miss how we used to play mapleSEA together everyday. I miss how we used to chat over the phone every night, or how we message each other every single day. I miss those few outings that we had, short, but really fun. I miss you guys. (:

After you guys grown up, after that big fight between me and him, you guys left. Yeah, true that you guys still talk  to me at random times and stuffs, but i know its never the same and it'll probably never be the same again... (;

woah. Its not until I went to your profile, lightly browsed through your photos that I realised how much i actually missed you. mhmm. I dont mean it in THAT kind of way but yeah, y'know, as a friend. You've been taking care of me during that holiday, we were like, so close.

Looking through the photos, everything kinda came back. How we met at bedok food court for the first time, to you calling me every now and then, you holding my hand whenever you've had the chance, even in front of him (N). All the memories, up until the day you called me and told me you liked me. You seriously gave me a shock, yeahh.

Ah well, no matter how much i miss you, my dear friend, i guess things will not be the same again. We're from different schools to start with, and now i guess after so long, you've made new friends isn't it? Hope all goes well for you from now on, though secretly, i do hope that we can still hang out like before during the holidays. (:

I miss you, my dear friend. (:

mhmm, all's good now. yay (:

Today went exceptionally well, with loads of surprises coming in store. We started talking again, not as bad as I've imagined. We even managed to talk like we did in the past, and I'm glad its coming along. (:
Hectic day with tons of math in it. Was okay except for the "waterfalls" (you girls know what I'm talking about) that happened all the time today. ughh :\

Had chinese lesson in the AVA room and it was cold, like reeeeaaaally cold. ): We were sitting right under the dumb aircon which made us shiver like mad the whole hour. ughh. After we got released, overheard wei xiang saying "I'm so cold that i can die now" hahahaha. THAT, just made me laugh like crazy. hahaha.

Anyway, the rest of the day went well. Got a scolding from Mr Heng 'cause we stood him up last week when we didn't turn up to meet him for the portfolio thing >< WHOOPS D: Ahh well, anyway I let him mark my portfolio and stuffs, turns out I failed quite badly. like, 40/100 for my Mid Year for animation? mmhm.. not pretty, not pretty at all. Decided to just chiong for it these few days and yeahh, hope I can pull up my marks when I show him again next week!

The greatest thing that happened today, the one that made my day. Melment actually messaged me! ugh, its been like almost two days since he last messaged me and mia-ed without any warning. oh my god. scared me to bits. anyway, turns out that his dad confiscated his phone, his laptop, ban him from the TV and he kinda got grounded >.> His dad is reeeaaaally unfair much. -.-'' really nth to say about his dad. ugh. Keeps confiscating his phone (even when he's sleeping) for stupid reasons and things that he didn't do. Totally biased towards his brother. mhmmm.

LMS e-learning tomorrow, means to stay at home and slackslackslack. well, not really, since I have so many maths worksheet to do. oh well. beats having to go to school I guess. We'll see how it goes, don't know whether to go out to study or not. ugh.

Anyway its been such a looooooong post. ahahaha. I guess i'll stop here now or something. Great day, really.
I'm really glad that things are now back to normal. (:

I'm giving up on all these ignoring and cold wars. I feel its pointless for things to continue like this. Hope you accept my apology and yeah.

mhmm.. Wish there was a way to cure mood swings and PMSes. The world would be a much better place. Things wouldn't be in such state if there were a way. Why must women freaking have menses and mood swings and pms. oh god.

If there was a cure for those, our friendship wouldn't be in this state. I wouldn't have got pissed, I wouldn't have a mood swing in the morning and caused all these to happen. I wouldn't even make Melment get pissed with me. oh wow. Ah whatever. should I message an apology? ugh. These thoughts are killing me now. Save me.

I can feel us drifting apart. What will keep us together? I have no idea. I really don't.
My friends... even my boyfriend... they're all drifting apart from me. Whats going on? Life's such a bitch sometimes that i don't know what to say. ugh. Ah well, thanks to all who stuck by me ((:

Friends.