Tuesday, March 06, 2012
Oh god. I really feel suffocated now. I can't even breathe.
I'm in a huge dilemma. I really don't know what to do anymore.
Should I listen to him and take an urgent half day leave (just because he wants me to)?
Or should I listen to the little voice in my head that tells me I'm not supposed to?
I really don't know what to do.
Today is my last day of work at this company.
You are forcing me to take half day leave just because you want me to.
I don't know which would be the right decision to make.
I don't want to lose you, but do i deserve all these?
I always trusted you no matter what you said,
Just because I told you a little white lie,
You condemn me forever.
You have problems trusting people,
But that doesn't mean you're the only one.
I have been lied to before,
That's why i built a wall around me.
Have you ever thought,
How did you find out that it was a lie?
From other people's mouths?
Or was it from mine?
Have you ever wondered,
If I'd intended to lie to you,
Why didn't I just lie all the way,
But instead I told you the truth,
And end up getting distrust from you.
My dearest boy,
You have to remember and know this,
That the world does not revolve around you.
People have their rights,
People have their say,
People too have their own limits.
I don't have to give in,
But why do I?
The answer is actually simple,
I cherish you and I.
8:10:00 AM
Cheryl