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Monday, March 26, 2012

Didn't really have the time to blog yesterday as many things cropped up. Well, baby didn't really have much time to accompany me yesterday as he had to be home early to prepare to attend his cousin's wedding dinner. And as usual, we quarreled yesterday. He took a bus back to amk to cool himself down before taking the bus back to bedok to find me. I'm really grateful that he came back for me in the end. (:

He wanted to bring me to make a new pair of spectacles but I felt so weird and awkward looking at the specs on display and we eventually walked out and tried to talk things out. Before that, he told me that he couldn't forget about his ex, and in a fit of anger, I told him to go back to her since he can't forget her. But after sitting down and talking about it, he told me that his definition of 'cannot forget' was that there is still memories, while my definition of it was that there is still feelings. So, we talked a while more and he sent me back to my granny's place. I mustered up the courage in the lift and asked him if we could patch back, he sweetly and gently told me that he didn't want to break up, and hugged me ever so tightly. I felt pure happiness at that point of time, I didn't want him to let go. (:

Later in the evening, he told me that the sucky feeling of not being able to accept that i'm going for a camp, is back. I gave him my understanding, that I know it is not easy for him to get through that period of time, but i assured him that I would try to make it as painless as possible, texting and calling him whenever possible. I hope that he will be able to keep himself occupied and not feel so pissed whenever he thinks that I am at camp.

He explained that the reason why he came back for me was that he did not want to lose me, that he promised me he wouldn't let go of me. He did not want to vent his anger on me and so the reason for taking bus back to amk in order to cool himself down. (:

I love how he would always be so sweet to me, always thinking for me, always so gentle towards me. I really love him. (:

Hmmm, anyway, just finished watching the last episode of as I didn't get a chance to last night, thanks to my mom. She made my sister and I unpack all the boxes of stuffs ): Ah whatever, kinda glad that she actually did that, my room looks so neat now! <3

Okaaay, I have no idea what else i can blog about hahah. Thats all for now. (:

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