Friday, February 03, 2012
Things has been very weird nowadays. The way you text me, the way you treat me. I can't help but feel that sense of insecurity around me, like I'm going to lose you anytime soon. Although you gave me reassurance saying that nothing has changed and you still love me like you did before, I can feel that things aren't so simple. Maybe i'm thinking too much, but maybe I'm right, there is something wrong.
You used to sound extremely happy and cheeky when you're texting me. You used to take all the risks just to call me with your office phone to chat with me. We used to not be able to fall asleep without talking on the phone for at least a while before bed. Now? We haven't been talking on the phone for quite a few nights already. We havent met for like five-freaking-days. It's torture to me, not being able to see you and touch you. ( not in the sick way people!), but is it this way for you too?
I miss you, i miss the old you, especially when you were wooing me. You were so fun and nice then. Now? I don't know. You seem overly stressed out over things. I don't like what's happening. Maybe it's because we haven't met for so long that this feeling of insecurity surfaced. I hope that's what happened and nothing else, i won't be able to take it if it was because of some other reasons. I want to meet you so badly, do you feel the same?
2:54:00 PM
Cheryl