Sunday, January 01, 2012
The first day of the new year is ending soon...
Spent the day with my babyboy and my sis, and we spent it shopping(:
Was happy enough today.. I guess..
I can't believe I spent the start of today and the end of today quarreling with babyboy again...
I know, I did wrong by talking to my family while on the phone with you, but why can't you understand that I need time with my family too? You do that sometimes too, talking to your family while you're on the phone with me, but did I complain? I know, we don't really have any topic to talk about these days, but that's because we haven't thought about it or haven't went through enough things to tell each other enough. It may seem like we don't have anything to talk about right now, but I believe that we will have more topics in the future.
Sometimes, I just wish that you'll be more optimistic about things and just look at the bright side. I mean, it's good to think of any bad consequences and be safe rather than sorry, but you can't be so pessimistic about things and just think of the bad things that'll happen to every situation. It'll make life very.. I don't know how to say.
Maybe this time round, it's really my fault for having nothing much to say, my life has been like really boring staying at home all day long. There's no morning shift and you don't really agree to me working night shift nor get another job so I don't know what I can do. sometimes I just wish that you'll open up to me more and tell me about how you think about things. I really hope to make you a more positive person.
I guess I'll go off to bed now. Shopping makes me tired, so imma sleep now. :/ nights! (I doubt anyone is actually reading this.)
11:55:00 PM
Cheryl