Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Crying while typing this...
It's the n-th time I'm crying for you..
You've said nasty things, you've been mean. You've ignored me, and even asked for breakups. I know I did many wrongs, but is your feelings for me not strong enough to allow you to forgive me?
Many ask why do I still bother, while others say I can find others and deserve better. But I told them, I still love you.
I asked myself, why do I still bother after so many things have happened, it boils down to one thing - I need you.
Even your sister can see that I only have eyes for you, why can't you just have more confidence in yourself? You have to not only trust me, but also yourself that I am true to you. I have never told my parents about my relationships.. Until I found you. Excitedly told my mom about you, excitedly introducing my parents to you. Tried my best to create a better impression on your family members, for what? Just because I'm serious about you.
I believe that the feelings and the bond we have are strong enough to overcome everything including this. Why can't you just believe so?
It's okay if you're angry at me. It's okay if you hit me or make me cry all the time. All I need is some assurance that you won't leave me. I need you, Raymond Ling.
11:24:00 PM
Cheryl