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Monday, December 19, 2011

Been long since I blogged.. I wonder who actually comes to read my blog.. O.O

Had an ultra huge fight with baby last night.. I slept late because my desktop is finally fixed and I was quite excited about it and ended up surfing facebook and didn't keep check of the time. Messaged baby when i was about to sleep but got a call a while later because he felt weird. Questioned me about who did i talk to on facebook.. I was stupid, but to avoid misunderstanding, I told him that i only talked to pf.. After asking a few times I told him everything, and he was really angry.. Maybe, sometimes, I should really don't worry so much about it and tell him everything..

I almost lost him, was really afraid of losing him. Reflected this morning on what happened.. thought about a lot of things.. thought about every of my past relationships and reflected.. I felt so guilty after that.. He really treats me very well.. He's forever so caring and sweet.. while I'm forever a bitch, hurting him again and again.. I shouldn't keep anything from him anymore.. I promised to myself that I will change, for him, just because I love him.

He cares a lot for me, I know and I can feel it. I care for him too. Sometimes I wonder why my care for him is always rejected. As his girlfriend, is it a sin to care for him like that? It hurts when my care is rejected, it hurts when he doesn't tell my things that are happening to him. He wasn't feeling well yesterday, he not only did not tell me, he even rejected my umbrella and walked in the rain.. the silly boy.. <3 I really really wished he would give me a chance to let me care for him.. I don't know how else I can show him that I honestly really love him.. He's really different from others.. Haiy..

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